So, after so many maybe’s, I decided that while I may not bring back the ones that have gone, I might have a chance to tell the one who wants to go to the other world through suicide to hold on for another moment.
The best way I have discovered to motivate yourself is by celebrating yourself. Everyone is busy with their own lives and in this noisy world, your important moments are primarily important to you only. They only become important to others because you get to highlight them as being important to you. If they are not important to you, why should they be important to someone else?